There is light

 Tuesday, October 5, 2010

I'm not a fan of dark places. In my house you'll always find a light on to lead the way to the bathroom. There's something about the darkness that brings out the child in us all, leaves us clinging to our bed covers with a flash light readily available on the night stand just in case. Anything can be lurking around in the dark, be it monsters, aliens, or the things that we cannot see with our own eyes, but see it none the less. In those dark places, we feel the most evil of things clawing at our very skin, trying to invade our thoughts and move our eyes away from Jesus. They can be subtle at first, starting with the most innocent of things. But they grow like a wild plant and become the monsters in our lives. When we finally look back we see that plant, wild, green, and out of control. We wander around in the dark, bumping into things, stubbing our toes and cursing out in pain. In a panic we grope for the light switch. We've become desperate. As our desperation takes hold of us we finally give up and forsake our way of doing things and give in. That's when we fall to our knees, and we pray for guidance, for help, for Jesus to come and open the dark prison to which we are bound. It is only in our desperation that we finally relinquish control and cry out to our Father for help as little children. Unless we become as little children in need of our Father, in need of Christ our advocate, we'll remain in our darkest moments.

Submission for some is a dirty word. The idea of not belonging to yourself, and the idea of having to answer to some one evokes images of our worst child hood moments. Mama or daddy is always in control and you can't wait to do it your way. There is so much more to life than what we see. Eventually our world will will be turned upside down and life will happen leaving us as if we're suddenly thrust back into our child hood lying in a corner in the fetal position knees firmly drawn in to our chest. In that moment you'll realize you were never in control. And when you finally submit, relinquish control, and cry out to God-- look up and see the light ---lighting your way out of darkness.

Psalm 18:28 "For it is you who light my lamp; the Lord my God lightens my darkness"



5 comments:

kristina October 12, 2010 at 4:26 PM  

Amazing, just had that scripture come to heart while chatting with Him yesterday morning! then to read it tonight...LOVE this!

Evette October 12, 2010 at 5:31 PM  

Thanks friend. Miss you guys.

Quiskaeya November 2, 2010 at 11:49 AM  
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Quiskaeya November 2, 2010 at 11:50 AM  

Very thought-provoking post. God speaks to us often times in our fears and in places/times when we can't see where we need to go. Like your illustration of darkness spoke about, when we can't see around us that is when we do have to submit to his authority and will. Thank you for sharing this.

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Evette November 2, 2010 at 6:09 PM  

Thanks Quiskaeya for subbing to my blog. I checked out that link and subbed. I love meeting new people and look forward to dialoging with you!

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